Back to Work * sigh*

Well it was back to work today after a nice long weekend off. I had a relaxing few days off. Yesterday was spent doing more chores than I would have liked, but it's all good.

Today was a very typical welcome back for work. This Interim Manager position seems to be a continuous pain in my ass. I take some much needed time off, & when it's back to the grindstone it of course cannot be a peaceful re-entry. That would just be too easy. One of my co-workers continues to be a thorn in side and make my work life much harder than it really needs to be.

And I seem to be having some health issues to top it off. I'm hoping it's minor & easily fixable. But finding out & fixing it is going to involve taking time in my already crazy busy schedule for a rather unpleasant doctors appointment. Of course I'd rather just do it & make sure everything's okay, as opposed to ignoring it only to find it it's a big issue...or even just continuing to live like this. I don't think I've felt like myself for about 2 1/2 months. These past 3 weeks especially I've felt completely wiped out. It seems that no matter how much I eat or how many times a day I eat, I just can't seem to keep enough energy to do the simplest things. One would think that feeling wiped out all the time would at least help me sleep. I mean, if I'm too exhausted to do a whole lot, than it would make sense that I could fall asleep easily at night. But I'm having trouble falling asleep & staying asleep as well. I think out of the past 2 weeks, I've maybe had 5 or 6 nights of restful sleep. It's beginning to really annoy me. Maybe it's all stress related...it would make sense. I wasn't having issues prior to being pushed into this position at work. But on the plus side, at lease I now have insurance to help out with medical bills that should arise from this. Prior to getting this job, I probably wouldn't even consider seeing a doctor. Now at lease I can do that much without worrying about it putting me in debt up to my ears.